one line.

I like to try and understand the misunderstood.

life is weird. Really really weird sometimes.
i can't really make sense of much a this point... and not in a "help me im so lost" feeling sorry for yourself kind of way... its all just really weird, thats it. sometimes im ok with it, sometimes it frustrates me. it's probably caused by my mistakes anyway.

I'm also really curious about what the future will hold. the question of whether my series of choices will lead to happiness or unhappiness? who knows right?

Pedro.

Sometimes i forget how much i love this guy.

David (bazzan) you have no idea how much i appreciate you.

I pretty much agree with everything he says.

Watch both videos people.





and now you know.

Happy workers.

Want to know who inspires me? (amongst others) People who are happy at work.
I've ran into a few recently (2 being ttc employees) and I'm so encouraged by their attitude. The other day i was in line for some Mc dicks at breakfast time before work and I overheard this lady at the cash complimenting every customer. "your jacket looks great on you" and then the next customer comes up and as the transaction finishes, she busts out " I love that hair color on you" Like is this lady for real? Then my turn comes up I put my in order and sure enough " you have a great smile you should keep it up"
Like lets be honest its MC DICKS people... no one smiles doing that job unless there high on something. Now assuming she was not high on anything I walked away inspired by this lady and her want to spread kindness. she was choosing to be happy at work and go beyond that and spread it to everyone that came through her cash.

round 2 : Getting on the street car on my way home and having the driver greet me ever so kindly and continue to make my day by making jokes over the intercom the whole way home. How amazing is that?! I can imagine how monotonous that job is and this guy is cracking jokes the whole time.

round 3 : TTC employees on the night shift painting the subway stations and dancing to oldies... they're up all night in a pretty stale environment so they get a stereo slap on some oldies and start dancing while painting. fucking amazing.


All this to say that every bit inspires me to check my attitude as i go into work and with life in general. They're just regular people doing their thing and being happy with wherever they are at. I'm trying to learn from those people. God bless those people.

watch this.

Its just funny.
I'll write something interesting tomorrow.

HAPPY!

for all you who requested it be a happy one!
i plan to make this blog more general and less about me
but for now this is how its going to go. yep.

Today was a good day. why? i have no idea... i just didn't feel like shit. It was cozy.

Coozehhh.

i got a new jacket last week. its tight.
chek it.


its g star raw.


polished my shoes last night and now were all set

and on the theme of happy. these two songs make me happy.







both by DR DRE so good.

IF YOU DONT KNOW NOW YOU KNOW _______!!



hit em high.

welcome to blogland

New blog,huh. well here we go.

God its not about where you went, Its about where I am and how far it is from you.



I'm having a lot of fun these days, lots of good friends and solid times.
But to be honest, I'm worried about whats next.

I'm worried about myself a little.

I also miss music so much i feel like there is a GIANT hole in my chest. I feel like it was taken from me, like when a child gets his favorite toy taken away from him in consequence to some sort of misbehavior.

Even tho the music life is a bit of a lie.

yep.



Quote of the day : "I like your Christ. I do not like your Christians. They are so unlike your Christ." -Mahatma Gandhi