life is weird. Really really weird sometimes.
i can't really make sense of much a this point... and not in a "help me im so lost" feeling sorry for yourself kind of way... its all just really weird, thats it. sometimes im ok with it, sometimes it frustrates me. it's probably caused by my mistakes anyway.

I'm also really curious about what the future will hold. the question of whether my series of choices will lead to happiness or unhappiness? who knows right?